TMI
Good morning You know those days where your heart and brain contain so much information and you need to get it out but all that happens is somehow more and more little bytes of emotion and information and things find their way in. Kind of like having the wrong container, too small, to store your leftovers. That was yesterday for me. I had these observations to write up, containing important buds of possibility about my thesis but when I got home my dad was watching this gut wrenching cop footage of some domestic attack?? I don't know why I watched as long as I did. It made me feel horrible, completely took over the research vibe I was in. I did pull myself away and shower but Tim came over because we're taking a trip to Auckland this weekend and we needed to book the hotel. She tells me she needs to meet a friend for the one dinner we have together, so I'd be in the hotel room by myself at that time. In hindsight it sounds so awesome, but I didn't like that at the time so I convinced her to meet her friend the next morning. So now there's slight regret to the emotional slop. While this is happening, my mother comes home basically in tears and says she failed her driving test. I try to comfort her but everything I do feels so useless. Anyway I eventually don't do anything about my observation. It's okay, just one of those days. Maybe today will be different..? <3 SAM